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I looked back and in that split second, once you, now so gone, there were ghosts. A moment ago, mistaken, breathing you in, disaster, disaster. Inspired, always regretting and never sleeping, myself, I did barricade. To the walls, to this room, forever backwards, marching. Ghosts of, inspired and jealous, secrets we never shared. If just for a moment, as forever is never, and never is always, I did not question.

It's the way your hair sticks up in an unatural way After we've done something we shouldn't have. It's the gel between my fingers left From when I ran them through your hair an hour ago. It's the scent we leave in the basement After cuddling down there all saturday afternoon. It's the lines underneath your eyes That show when you start to get tired and won't admit it. It's the kisses you place on my nose, cheeks, neck, & mouth That tingle until hours after you've left. It's the secrets you share with me That you wouldn't even admit to yourself. It's the way you know all my ticklish spots And take advantage of that. I wouldn't tr

Keep 'em rolling, tumbling, falling, repeating themselves. I get it now. Over and over. It's good, It's bad. Never good enough. Your body language Screams out back at me. You can't lie through your teeth. I'll let it slideeeee. No more heart in this relationship. We'll come and go. Till I'm done and through with this. Call on me when you need to speak. Cause nothing you say is real anymore. lie, lie, lie. To my face. I've stopped listening. I can lie too. -Cat